I am so afraid.

Oh god, it's 3.12am now and I am doing FIT project. I won't be able to attend the project meeting cause of stupid work. I don't have enough shifts to submit this weeks so I indecisively decide to give Monday since it's the last jap lesson but oh man, I was informed of the proj meeting after tuesday :O well, it's always like that. I hate the clash of events.

I am sorry.

And.... no matter how many times I try reading the stupid jap dialogue, I can't memorize it! It is more like purely reading it out aloud> :( I gonna flunk it, seriously. Oral test (N)

AND AND AND, I think I gonna wear specs tomorrow and tuesday and maybe the rest of the week (wed and thurs) so that maybe I can wear my contact lens during the weekend.... I gonna be grumpy. I need new lens though I think brown lens are quite pretty too but they really irritate my eyes :( BUT I am so broke now :(

I am happy today though I spent quite an amount cause I got a few things and I spent time with mum :) I paid for my eyeliner though I kinda stopped using it for quite some time already... can't stand the short one. Saw Amanda BB! :) Hmm, invest in some eyelash serum (lol), more like psycho-ed :( Anw, had my brows threaded ^^ happy girl! (I bet it will grow back in 3 weeks) Xf, left 1 only leh! :(

Hmm...... mum bought me toner (yay) cause I said very sadly that mine finished 1 month ago and my skin is so weird now and I've got new bras and panties on the pretext of chinese new year ^^ hahaha, whatever~ (: Hmm, got a luggage too. I thought it was really big but mum insisted that it was just nice> :( And a top, a dress and a middle-waist shorts that have got weird cutting, gonna go back and have it change :( Not forgetting a super chio pair of shoes ^^ Ultra comfy leh!

I am happy that the albert market finally finish renovation though I don't know how long ago it was... I love having meals there. The one opposite bugis village ^^ Nasi lemak (Y)

J's 20th on Friday.

I made him so sad thinking that I forgot his birthday. argh, was feeling guilty the whole day though. Hahahaa, glad that he was surprised/shocked. I got that video-ed :)
We had it all planned!

I love my blog songs anyway :) (the updated ones ^^)
Bye, gonna do FIT, try to memorise jap as much as possible and.... should I watch the piping hot new episode of 下一站，幸福 now? I gonna work the next 2 nights, won't have time to watch it :(
NOVENA TOMORROW, NEH.... :(